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What's Required for structure anyway...
when i'll go to kashubas in a couple of month, she will probably talk to me in arussian or tell me to fuck of, i don't know if i actualy care, but some how it would be nice for the sake of retribution.

Anna is slowly fading away from me and i'm blameing it on my slef of course, "all passion spent", it feels... i don't know how to regain it, i gues through endless discussions and that i can't achive now, or can i, i can start meeting people by actualy taking the chanses thats given to me ot the shematics of the jobb, i could simply book my self up so i could have mondays free for example, changing the chematics etc. well well what was the top topic todays writing then;

Jasg vet inte jag är i något stadie av depression, I ougt to be stimulated, kommer köpa eeepc, hörlurar, mobilt bredbandsmodem och abonemang, frågan är bara när
jag känner ett stort behov att fly in i den lätt försteliga värld datorn och dess internet utgör, jag känner mig stympad och oinspirerad, jag vet inte vad jag vill investera i ifall jag skall investera i något.

Hellboy & co is rely interesting but, what should i do, it feel like i got to do something, music, love, friendship, philosophi, magic.. such as symbolism, i gues iäll go to kista... but to buy what? it's a mp3 that i want..