i have lost my faith in humanity as a progression towards something better.
i have no hope for the drastic chages needed.
so far a wast catastrofy is needed; cleanings the earth, i have no real desire to die, but of course am i willingly ending my life it is needed to end all the rest.
i don't hate people around me, i can only hope that we will be extint soon.

Meeting me on the street and you'll see that i'm not one with heavy soul, no far from it i enjoy humor and laugh out loud if something said good enough,
but it's easer to understand the problem and then cast it aside, i know what's needed but i can't go round mourn for it, no simply don't care.

it might sound brave, one who don't care, but i think that there is to much to hate everything for, so it's better to care for more close to earth problem, probably the reason why goth and similar disipare when they get older, they stop caring, yet i will never deny my missbelife in it all.

and i'm very very chore that nature as a unit doesn't care, nature doesn't care neither if we kill every fish in the sea or start the next iceage, just as insekts the only thing nature care for is to compensate, and if we want to take it a bit further, univers don't care, time will continu even if our earth birst into flames. to the one who's not caring; saves one lot of stomacpain, and in the end it turns out to be the wisest.