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Christoffer säger:
hello there horribe sad you have to wait till the 21 before that check..
Christoffer säger:
horrible i meant
Lemora säger:
yes, i'm sad a bit too
Lemora säger:
duck
Christoffer säger:
Haha yeah verry temporary ^^
Christoffer säger:
^
Christoffer säger:
so what's up today?
Lemora säger:
well i didnt take any painkillers
Lemora säger:
today
Lemora säger:
i feel pain but i tolerate...
Lemora säger:
i want to know my borders
Christoffer säger:
so it's not just because you could have bailis in your coffie?
Christoffer säger:
but.. constant pain is isn't it hard to... suffer trough?
Christoffer säger:
one thing to piont chap things against your self, it isn't that lingereing almost disepears as fast as it errupts.. but your pain is different
Christoffer säger:
so how is your boarders so far?
Lemora säger:
it's hard enough and constantly but better than yesterday.
Christoffer säger:
rely? well that's much better, how come its better when you don't use painkillers?
Lemora säger:
how is my border? i just want to know that pain won't , or i dont know i just hope it can be better
Lemora säger:
but if i take pills i 'll never know...
Christoffer säger:
hum, so the pills takes away lot of the pain?
Lemora skickat 2009-01-15 23:03:
are you no longer here?
Christoffer säger:
i'm here.. internet
Christoffer säger:
broadband i mean
Lemora säger:
so doctor of laryngology said to toke 3 different painkillers through hanging
Christoffer säger:
laryngology.. nerves?
Lemora säger:
cause of sinusitis
Lemora säger:
i was at neurology too
Christoffer säger:
aha... called bihålor in swedsh i wonder why the're nothing but the latin name on english
Lemora säger:
and no coffee with baileys because there was noone who can mix it like my fav mixer (he didn't work)
Christoffer säger:
oooh i think i have tried it it didn't impress me, hehe perahps you'll have to introduce me with this perfect mixer at the eventual occasion of me comming down to you
Lemora säger:
it1s a coffee with 5 stratas
Christoffer säger:
well how come you need the perfect mixer to do it right then
Lemora säger:
cos he does it beautiful
Christoffer säger:
with intreseting pattrens in the foam?
Lemora säger:
the whole glass of caffee has interesting pattern
Christoffer säger:
sounds like a wizard to me
Christoffer säger:
speaking about nothing have i told you how much i love this song i'm scrobbeling at the moment?
Lemora säger:
...and i just don't want to recognize that this medicine for nerve system is usefull, so okay i have some fear to take it.
Lemora säger:
what do you scrobble?
Christoffer säger:
Manufactura – Die For Me (Ultimate Sacrifice Mix) (Mnfctr Vs. Converter)
Christoffer säger:
sorry for leaving the subject, i'm just unsure weather you want to talk about it or talk about something else
Christoffer säger:
what could be the dangers in takeing such medecine then?
Lemora säger:
well i'll search this track
Christoffer säger:
"die for me converter" will be a sufficient search
Christoffer säger:
i didn't know that stand beside him (power) was a manfactura song remixed by converter, just another profe that they are awesome combined
Lemora säger:
you know makes diagnosis to trigeminus neuralgy. and makes one tired, confused and makes hanging too
Christoffer säger:
diagnosis to trigeminus neuralgy?
Christoffer säger:
can't you balanse it up with coffie without bailies?
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
it's a medicine for long
Christoffer säger:
several cupps
Christoffer säger:
don't worry i understand
Lemora säger:
i'm writing a mail to you but it's soo slow
Lemora säger:

Christoffer säger:
aaa sorry for distracting you ^^
Christoffer säger:
or perhaps i should continue answereing with ^^^ a thrie eyed something
Lemora säger:
don't distract me, i don't care because my thoughts was at the subject
Christoffer säger:
I wanne party! damn it i have to wait till tomorrow + 30 min
Lemora säger:

Christoffer säger:
I should not distract you because you don't care any way?
Lemora säger:
noo, i can write to you here. now. or i can continue mail it's fast the same because the subject is one. you and thoughts which i want to tell you.
Christoffer säger:
oki pleas continue writing meanwhile i'll play some vintage computergames then ^^^
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
oki. which games?
Christoffer säger:
diablo II, baldursgate II, red alert II
Lemora säger:
online?
Christoffer säger:
only by my slef
Lemora säger:
oki. i'm not at home by games
Christoffer säger:
self any way it's funn online to though, oh games, makes me think, i consentrate just enough to reflect on the day meanwhile i slay goblins ^^
Lemora säger:
... ^^
Lemora säger:
have you got a nice day?
Christoffer säger:
it was all right i rely want to take a walk but have no company to do it with so i stay home and drink coffie
Lemora säger:
how comes that you have internet?
Christoffer säger:
i'm reperareing a friends computer who is equipped with a mobil broadband modem
Lemora säger:
do you like taking a walk only with others?
Christoffer säger:
no of coursen not but this snow outside would have made it splendid
Christoffer säger:
perhaps brigther death now will acompany me much later on a walk in the frost ^^
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
and make a snowangel
Christoffer säger:
brighter death now can do that i prefer to watch ^^
Lemora säger:
if it's an english word
Christoffer säger:
i understood you well it's called the same in swedish
Christoffer säger:
that is if you directtranslate it that is
Lemora säger:
yes
Lemora säger:
you lay down and flapp your arms and legs on the ground
Christoffer säger:
yes yes i now what you meant,
Christoffer säger:
know
Lemora säger:
oki well play
Christoffer säger:
it's rather delightfull i enshore you, well good wrigthing to you then
Lemora säger:
byebye
Lemora säger:
i sent mail night gamer
Lemora säger:
i go to bed shortly
Christoffer säger:
oki good night i could talk to you know hough
Christoffer säger:
how ever i prefere to be called snail than a gamer.. he gamer it's bit of a negative word after all
Christoffer säger:
this blastfurnace cover thingy was just a joke 'cause you said it's bin done before
Christoffer säger:
and the thing is of course that i don't mind if it's done before i just want to hear it, i dont care if converter is first or best, converter is the best so far what i'v heard and i which there would be more simmilar to him
Lemora säger:
oki oki
Christoffer säger:
do you know who was first then?
Christoffer säger:
what song was first
Lemora säger:
which song?
Christoffer säger:
you said blastfurnace or simmilar has bin done before
Lemora säger:
no, i didn't say that. no.
Lemora säger:
i said it's a good example to this ma e sound
Lemora säger:
...and
Christoffer säger:
Hahaahaaha
Lemora säger:
that
Lemora säger:
blastfurnace is not new
Lemora säger:
so it was born in...
Lemora säger:
in 2000
Lemora säger:
!
Christoffer säger:
esplendor geometrica?
Christoffer säger:
yeah gridlocks further is from 1998 amezing that it so old yet so young
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
esplendor
Lemora säger:
in the early '80s
Christoffer säger:
yeas but it's nothing as bombastic as the one 20 years younger, what's imbetwine? pal?
Lemora säger:
hum...
Lemora säger:
sonar!
Christoffer säger:
i though sonar was younger than converter and gridlock
Lemora säger:
yes it is
Christoffer säger:
when did they start makeing p-noise then?
Christoffer säger:
ah you mean as bombastic as converter?
Lemora säger:
no, of course not so bombastic
Christoffer säger:
but do you rely mean that you do not know anyone as bomabastic as converter i hate to think he is the only one
Lemora säger:
i know you love converter that's why i said
Christoffer säger:
but i don't want to love only him
Lemora säger:
there are lots of bombastic artists if you can take in
Christoffer säger:
i'm getting affraid that i will listen to only him and that through the rest of my life
Christoffer säger:
tell me some, even if they're in my chart
Lemora säger:
i can't tell you
Lemora säger:
you will find them
Christoffer säger:
how do you mean
Christoffer säger:
what do you think is bombastic, i mean bombastic with a rather mathematical formula
Lemora säger:
it's your taste you'll find everything what you love
Christoffer säger:
wait, rather the correct ballence betwine
Christoffer säger:
betwine noise, repitivetity, complexity and bass, it's just weird, it is rare.. sorry i understand what you mean, that you think it's just my taste makeing converter so special
Christoffer säger:
but i think it's not i want to find someone who beats him, i don't want to end upp like a another old fart who have listened to iron maiden during half his 60 years old life
Christoffer säger:
there must be someone who beats converter in hes own game, synapscape is close but still not as good
Lemora säger:
i see
Lemora säger:
but why do you think there's the end of your musical capacitivity? i think how you can change your music taste will change too. you can see other noise, repitivetity, complexity and bass in other artists
Lemora säger:
why can1t be converter perfect now?
Christoffer säger:
because... it feels like it's very typical elements that i like
Christoffer säger:
yes i have my periods, but when i start to compare, none beats him, he is not perfect and that's what botters me to
Lemora säger:
i see. i'll have mind in some recommandation i ensure you
Christoffer säger:
No, I don’t feel also safety in my relation or it isn’t such a safety what I need. I know males are more rational but can be close to females emotionally. I counted safety in this closeness too. I know that I can bank on him anytime but maybe this safety’s too big and comfortless and so he seems more wobbly.
I know the feeling and it isn’t that.
Christoffer säger:
i'm sorry i rely have lost you here could you express it in more words?
Christoffer säger:
i think the organic wines will be as tasty, slight bit more expensive though
Christoffer säger:
'you still there?
Christoffer säger:

Lemora säger:
yes, i try to think
i don1t feel the safety. it's more complex of course there are some other things which don't work. i can't feel attention or safety. i think he is more wobbly but he wants to seem confident and he wants it so hard that it puts restraint on me and makes some comfortless.
Christoffer säger:
aaah hum know the situation
Christoffer säger:
how come you can't feel attention?
Lemora säger:
i think i don't feel that he can see my comfortless but i show ( or he doesn't want to recognize it) or say some s
Christoffer säger:
isn't it usualy hard for men to understand what one not says in clear speech?
Christoffer säger:
perhaps it's hard for him to suffer with you, i don't think he doesn't care
Lemora säger:
no i thought not for this pain- situation
Lemora säger:
on weekdays
Christoffer säger:
pleas explain more, it's abit little material for me to grasp the situation
Lemora säger:
i think i'm diverged enough from him em.otionally so i can't feel safety at the moment
Christoffer säger:
divirged in waht way?
Christoffer säger:
mentaly or socialy?
Lemora säger:
both
Christoffer säger:
physicaly then?
Lemora säger:
too
Christoffer säger:
oooh he must be in distress, i mean you must be both
Christoffer säger:
both be
Christoffer säger:
sigh i don't know how does your friends reason about this then?
Lemora säger:
yes, he can feel soem distress
Christoffer säger:
and anny comon friends?
Lemora säger:
they think we are lovely, he is but i'm not so
Christoffer säger:
and they you have talked to about it?
Lemora säger:
we have different aims maybe.
Christoffer säger:
and you're not so shore, hot, certein?
Lemora säger:
what do you mean ? if i have talked to my friends about?
Christoffer säger:
is he your boyfreind, one of grate insight? doe you share much?, is he mentaly intersting for you? or does his apearence not compencate it enough?
Christoffer säger:
this feeling, have you talked to you friends about the same things we are talking about now? what do they think about it?
Lemora säger:
yes i've talked about it to them, they said we were lovely but they can see some troubles too.
Christoffer säger:
aah, no solutions sugested?
Lemora säger:
my friend said i could think about what i missed (what i had in a happy relations) and that could change if i can.
Christoffer säger:
hum i rely rely rely wish i know how females think, cause the only thing i can come up with is, does he rely fill upp the basic needs first of all? but it's just me, and i'm in a country far away and i don't know you or your boyfriend.. it's silly rily
Christoffer säger:
i want to be female to, unfaire
Christoffer säger:
i kind of think shiva could be symbolising rhythmic noise some how
Lemora säger:
i know and i don't wanted to ask suggest it's only a fact.
with my bf we have dissent in mentality too, aims too, he doesn't realize some things which are important according to me.
Christoffer säger:
danser of destruction hehe how br00tal
Christoffer säger:
tell me more about what's lacking in his mentality then, have you ever found it at any man?
Lemora säger:
he doesnt think abstract enough i miss it
Christoffer säger:
for me it's one of the major things with gf that they have a suitable mentality, beauty or wathever is secondary,
Christoffer säger:
i would feel rathre bad to have a partner who, sorry for the insufficent expression but, to ignorant, and being a goth aint the opesit.
Lemora säger:
i agree i like your thoughs
Lemora säger:
thoughts
Christoffer säger:
and don't worry i have had several it's not just a thought of the rejected
Christoffer säger:
have you had bf with good enough mentality? don't you miss them then?
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
i had. but that's life. i missed,. missed him later i missed mentality but life goes on
Lemora säger:
i had friends who never were my boyfriend...
Christoffer säger:
hum i'd like to meet him, any way
Lemora säger:
no, correctly: i've friends (male) who never were my bf
Christoffer säger:
oki, why not bf then if fitting m, does of brains are not soposed to be upgraded?
Lemora säger:
hum, cos other feelings missed
Christoffer säger:
hum yes of course chemicals
Lemora säger:
or in some cases...reason of impulsivity, wife... so on
Christoffer säger:
tough
Christoffer säger:
i think my final word would be.. sorry but leav the boy and wait for some one better, it might sound harsh but i don't think that your sexlife will be better if your doubting him
Lemora säger:
but you know i prefer to know my bf first like a friend
Lemora säger:

Christoffer säger:
don't you all redy? how long have you bin together?
Lemora säger:
no we were not friends we met spontan
Lemora säger:
spontaneously
Lemora säger:
...
Christoffer säger:
i mean by now
Christoffer säger:
isn't it dangereus to be to much of a good friend with the one you are interested in, as a women isn't it repelling to detect weaknesses men might show only to friends?
Lemora säger:
no, i've never felt that
Christoffer säger:
hum as i said i wish i knew how you guys thinks
Christoffer säger:

Lemora säger:
there's a point in friend where (if i'm interested in him) you can turn your feelings to ... love or something it's a good feeling
Christoffer säger:
hum, cute friend(sheap) any way, reexplain pleas
Lemora säger:
am i confused?
Lemora säger:
its late again

Christoffer säger:
nooo i just need it to be more vivid pleas ^^
Christoffer säger:
haha yes but i am nocturnal, sad for you thoug
Lemora säger:
i was a nocturnal too but i slept less last nights
Christoffer säger:
perhaps we should take this discuss to morrow then
Lemora säger:
so i like the feeling if i know someone who is my friend and then it turns to something else.
Lemora säger:
i meant, i think there are only some points in friendsh.ip where relation can change
Christoffer säger:
hum, interesting, isn't your feelings fixed to the friendship thing? i mean the person wont smell better after a month after all
Lemora säger:
no it works only if your feelings aren1t fixed
Christoffer säger:
yeah.. hum, what is requred to keep a friendship unfixed then? to keep mental distance?
Christoffer säger:
have opertuneties left etc?
Christoffer säger:
haha i will scream like a 14 years old girl on satturday
Lemora säger:
... hum yes that's all.
Lemora säger:
and other feelings
Christoffer säger:
what other feelings... i so some people get fixed on the spot then?
Christoffer säger:
does of lacking feeling that is
Christoffer säger:
huuum feelings.. what's that rely.. chemicals only? what do you think?
Lemora säger:
i wanted to ask some same
Christoffer säger:
what's your oppinion? i'm still thinking
Lemora säger:
i dont know maybe effects and feedbacks too
Lemora säger:
i mean actions
Christoffer säger:
i think it's partly dna fitt, that's smell, partly subcautios minor fittingrules that match more or less.
Lemora säger:
subcautios minor fittingrules?
Christoffer säger:
you mean... a more slower effect? something that evolve into being... yeah i gues that would be part of the half of what i meant
Christoffer säger:
yeah... subcontius .,, what makes it feelings and not thoughts minor beacuse your not contius that they're of importance, for example "she has the hand of my mother"
Lemora säger:
oh
Christoffer säger:
am i being to practical about it?
Lemora säger:
i just have in mind that we search always the same?
Lemora säger:
same feelings?
Christoffer säger:
for every indevidual we get attracted to?
Christoffer säger:
no i belive we have say.. millions of things this minor rules, and depending on the dna or the person we might resive different match
Christoffer säger:
i wish it was this simple in reality then it wouldn't be that hard to make a human out of a machine
Lemora säger:
yes we can write it down and we can't understand some feelings too perhaps
Christoffer säger:
probably because of it's complexity how ever i belive everything can be explained
Christoffer säger:
i had an interesting discussion with my former girlfreind which i loved that there was no magic in love haha she rely hated me
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
what do you mean no magic?
Christoffer säger:
that everything can be breaked down in small peaces of bioligy
Christoffer säger:
but of course it's magicaly amezing
Lemora säger:
why not? human beeing is magical too
Christoffer säger:
pleas be more vivid
Lemora säger:
cohesive attraction is magical too. i just speak about biology
Christoffer säger:
so how do you define magic then?
Lemora säger:
how a body buildt up and works
Christoffer säger:
what's the magical part?
Christoffer säger:
pleas explain further i just have to put on some coffie
Lemora säger:
ooh...
Lemora säger:
coffee
Lemora säger:
so magical is what difficult to understand and maybe its better not to understand but produce something
Christoffer säger:
And sorry but how i wish i could take this discussion with you face to face!
Christoffer säger:
god definition
Christoffer säger:
that you added better not and hard
Christoffer säger:
I have bin a rather fanatic atheist but i'm abit more openminded now days
Lemora säger:
i couldnt feel the tone
Lemora säger:
so was it a good definition according to u?
Christoffer säger:
of my openmindedness? hahaah
Christoffer säger:
no
Lemora säger:

Lemora säger:
what's yours?
Christoffer säger:
hu?
Lemora säger:
definition of magic
Christoffer säger:
aaaah, well = past
Christoffer säger:
sorry i have a much more vivid defenition makeing me look lott less licke an imature ass but i hate to take it by chatt
Lemora säger:
hum
Christoffer säger:
i whish there were magic though.... legitimate one, that there were forces that you couldn't grasp
Christoffer säger:
i hate us human for thinking we can controll everything and kind of do
Christoffer säger:
i presume we think about different kinds of magic hu ^^
Lemora säger:
why? forces that you couldn't grasp is near to not understandable and that pruduce something
Christoffer säger:
what is magic, give me some examples, poltergeist or more?
Lemora säger:
i mean not only paranormal...
Christoffer säger:
more?
Christoffer säger:
but you include paranormal hu?
Lemora säger:
yes include
Christoffer säger:
and don't worry i don't think it's wrong to believe that it's not only math everything, though i am afraid of what i can't explain, therefore i explain everything
Christoffer säger:
do you believe in a or the soul?
Lemora säger:
i know i see you have math interest. it's always good (to me) because you can explain things in other ways
Lemora säger:
i dont know what i believe, some bigger than me than we
Christoffer säger:
I hope there is we're so insuficient
Lemora säger:
christoffer i enjoy this chatting but i have to go
Christoffer säger:
all right hehe we will see eachother i'm shore some other day, i might write a mail about it i hope
Lemora säger:
okay
Lemora säger:
sweet dreams snails ant what you want
Lemora säger:
not ant!
Lemora säger:
and
Christoffer säger:
hahaaha yeah antz is rather cute to HAHA
Christoffer säger:
sweat dreams
Lemora säger:

Christoffer säger:
Mjaaauw!
Christoffer säger:
it's sooo cute
Christoffer säger:
^^
Christoffer säger:
good night
Lemora säger:
^^
Lemora säger:
night