torsdag 19 mars 2009

Impervios to pain?

vad betyder det att hon... medans... she thought there was no direct reason why she turned black, that everything was perfectly alright with here, and that's what made me thrown, it's not possible, that there's no reason she shoosed this ultimate alination, and that unknowing could be the reason why she is psicolegist, she doesn't understand her self, she is filled with subcautios prosidures, and could call such a person ignorant, and i fear to discover it... yes perhaps she did it because of tiredness that people talk to much to here, could be a reason why she don't use a faceavatar, though she point out here sex and age, she doesn't look like an ordenary... she resamble natalija, what was here reason, probably here father, if she devoloped this intelect with out ....











, my parental reallocation's is of course rather different, i think it's rely sad, it's rely sad that it feels like i can't have my intellectual discussions with any of them, perhaps my father though i seldom get the response i want, i have ask my self several time how come i am so cognitively different from my parrents, i don't think it's a big intelectual difference, maximum 5-20 points in iq,how ever it feels like i have a lot deeper understanding about anything. i gave it thought's they didn't.. i have some theories, we are all three introvert personalities, how ever, they occupie there thought's with reading or tv-watching while i'm usualy far to occupied with less stimulating tasks, leaving me much more % of my brain working for cognitive activities, also that i'm raised in a time of faster informative flow, but that's another thing.