uncompleat formula

it's said that every alternative person have a part which is completly normal.
i thought it was brand new, or atleast i said it was for a couple of years, later on i switched to timbaland and during it all i said to my self it was not aphex twin, see aphex twin was to expected for one such as me to like, i couldn't like it if everone like me did, no i had to find the absolute polarity, the most least onknown known of the unknown, timbaland was enough, but i'm still not a big listener enough for it to matter.

i can't stay this alternative statisticly said for eternities, i fear that one day i will face my rates increas and then i can eather cry and in wain lye to my self again that it's another music i head to to some how balance it up, or i'll do the oposite while calamity, i will start decreasing my value just because it hasn't improved during the years, fascinating how much the numbers matters, fascinating how much they seem to matter to men through out history, it's a religion of it's own, it's steady, it's deshiftable, it's based on equaly logic things, how i wished i could messure everything, or have everything messured for me.